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| Kajal. |
She described her past weekend in Ann Arbor and the boy she met there. Cute Kajal giggled and smiled through her illustration of him. Through the definition, I was able to see this boy was definitely up her alley. She is into those adorable nerds. Nerd who are smart, caring, romantic, and a family man. She was beaming. It was so great! She has finally been able to let go of her last boyfriend. Kajal told me how much happier she is without her ex. How much she feels more like herself without him. Without him she is able to shine more of Kajal; which led her to the fine gentleman in Ann Arbor.
I was jealous of her new found happiness. As you know, my relationship was blurry and confusing. I did not know if I was going to be better off without my boyfriend or with him. After describing my predicament with Kajal (along with numerous other friends prior) I was able to organize my feelings. I still love my boyfriend and through our difficulties we will get stronger. I will not give up on this relationship. not yet. He is very good to me and although we have conflicts we are still happy together. In fact, after the coffee date, my boyfriend and I talked everything through and our recently weakened bond has patched it's self up. Today was SO great! Colin, my boyfriend, and I grabbed a pizza and headed towards the park; where we ate, talked and played in the water fountains.
We all find happiness in people. We pass along those who bring us down and search for the ones that let us shine our own light; who love us for who we are and who we are happy with. Who give us daily joy. I find this happiness, generally, in my best friends. but today it was found in Colin. (talk about things changing quickly-my last blog post).
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| Colin. |
Thank you Kajal for being my inspiration!!
Love.
Jessica.
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