Pushing Forward

These past couple of days I have been moping around. Just feeling sorry for myself. I dread every day going to work. And I had convinced myself that since Im working 40ish hours a week that I would not have a "summer".I want a summer full of friends, the beach, and reading. Since my dream of summer has vanished because of work I have been dragging my feet. I have found no motivation to do anything. Now I am sick of complaining. Sick of waiting for my real summer to start. Sick of having no motivation. I know that this is the way it is suppose to be right now.  I am suppose to be working 40 plus hours a week. Although I have a job that I can not stand, it will benefit me in the future. This job is helping me pay for my huge expenses. (aka college) Because of this job, I have been touched by various lives. Because of this job, I have money. Because of this job I have built new skills. Because of this job, I have added more onto my résumé.
So from this point on, I will keep my head up. I may not be excited to go to work, but I will not drag my feet or complain. I will continue using my feet to push myself further on this journey of life. No matter what troubles, struggles or unwanted jobs that I come across, I will continue to push forward. And pushing forward will be a lot easier with a happy heart than trying to push forward with a heavy heart.

I LOVE music! As I was listening to the radio on the way home from work I heard this song and it helped me lighten my mood. check it out! Andy Grammer is great! (This is only my opinion but---the music video doesn't give the lyrics justice so close your eyes and just listen to the words).